It's time to write how it feels

The Stepford

Qualifications:
Do not be yourself
Play the provided games to get along
Allow everyone to speak her mind
Sit and take it
Say nothing
You will offend if you speak
You will offend if you do not speak
You must stay through it all
Do not move
Do not be seen as rude and uncaring

Men may speak their minds, be blunt, they are considered "men", honest
and forthright

Women may not speak their minds, say what they feel, no holds-barred
else they are bitches or controlling or rude

If you cannot speak your mind, truly, and give explanations, how can you
communicate and have an honest relationship

One-sided discussions
Consideration for feelings non-existent

I mourn the loss of a wonderful person
I will miss the laughter, the witty retorts, the interesting insights, the fun,
the lightness, the ability to see both sides, the ability to say what needs
to be said, the courage, the strength, the desire to get up in the morning,
the joy in everyday things
All these things were growing, completing the person
Now, these things will not shine again

Hardening, lifeless, colorless, hiding again