Cowards die many times before their deaths; the valiant never taste of death but once

Again, I consider, giving up -

• On the hope of having my Daughter where she belongs
  
• On the hope of having financial security
• On the hope of not being part of a Tragedy

I will do myself no physical harm; nor will I give into the Depression Demon. On the latter, I cannot promise the incident will not occur after January 3.

Why, you ask, do I make this dramatic statement? For this reason:

My husband, who is the most honest man I have ever met - he will give you the truth, if you ask, even if it is not pleasant - has been accused of wrong-doing. Those who do not appreciate his honesty and committment have accused him of something he cannot prove the truth of. 'They' claim he did not appear at a particular place; he did appear, but has no proof. My husband must now hire an attorney and wait.

I am sick - hipocrasy makes me want to throw-up - as does the thought of going 3 steps back...again.

If this unfounded accusation is followed through, it will cost us the balance of our Daughter fund (of which most went to moving husband's son), I may need to ditch classes to work full-time, and proof again that those issues not resolved in my Past Lives are a force to be reckoned with.

I was hoping for a more light-hearted and intelligent post. To my reader's, I apologize.

Peace